Madonna's Nigger Pass is Revoked

At least she believed that she had one just because she at one time slept with rappers and basketball players. 

I Made People Remember you...

The decrepit Queen dropped the N-bomb on an instagram caption. Although, we should be happy that her arthritic grapefruit smashers can use 21st Century tech, someone needs to censor her and tell her she hasn't been cool since the 90's and Gaga's shameless copying is why her name continues to be mentioned. Let's face it, she is no longer relevant and she had her time and it has long since passed. 

She decided to post a photo of her 13 year old son boxing and captioned it: "No one messes with Dirty Soap! Mama said knock you out! #disni--a." Her coterie of drag queen fans who still think this old lioness still has originality past her 10 year ago expiration date, responded and let her know she was out of order and she took the photo down. Not long after, she re posted the photo with a more combative, albeit comical caption, "OK let me start this again. #get off of my dick haters!" Yeah...somehow I believe that you actually have that aforementioned anatomical feature, just keep on that drag makeup.

Now she did the celebrity formal bigotry apology saying,  "I am sorry if I offended anyone with my use of the N-word on Instagram. It was not meant as a racial slur ... I am not a racist." We know, we know...you adopted a black child, slept with black men, stole black people's dance music and have black friends come over to your house all the time. 

She added: "There's no way to defend the use of the word. It was all about intention ... It was used as a term of endearment toward my son who is white. I appreciate that it's a provocative word and I apologize if it gave people the wrong impression. Forgive me." This from the person that loves the gays and dressed up like a boy scout to protest their stance on gay troupe leaders and embraced them to her sagging bosom. This saint of love and acceptance uses *gasp* racial slurs. She did hitch hike cross country naked and we saw her entire birth canal for over a decade. So "taste" isn't a strength for her. 

What she is saying is that if you are white and you use the term to another white person as a term of endearment, then no harm, no foul. She's definitely up for mom of the year. 

Please understand Madonna, that imaginary honorary black card that you think you possess only exist in private and it only works among those that bestowed it upon you and led you to believe it actually exists. Take it from a black person, use that pretend card sparingly. Her career can't be damaged anymore than the last album of auto tuned robotic "music", that sounded like someone exorcised a ghost and set it to daft punk. The argument that black people can use the word, so should anyone and everyone is tired. It's another level of psychotic to rationalize and yearn for the privilege to use a word that is offensive to an entire group of people. People need to soul search as to why they are offended they can't use the word. 

Where is My Airbrushing?

There is a life lesson here: When you are the 55 year old mother of a teenage boy, attempting to be "hip", you are more likely to turn out "lame" and even most importantly ignorant for gramming it, even if you are were a pop star. Please boo, stop trying to out Miley, Miley and showing the world that you are desperately seeking attention.

Jahi McMath, Keeping a Decomposing Body on Lifesupport is Immoral

According to CNN...

Jahi McMath is no longer inside the hospital where doctors declared her brain-dead after tonsil surgery last month. But family members won't reveal where they took the 13-year-old after Children's Hospital & Research Center Oakland released her Sunday night. "We're very relieved that she got safely to where she needed to be, because we were all very afraid, given the fragile condition as she wasted away at Children's, that she might not make it," attorney Chris Dolan told reporters Monday. I think we can safely say, that having a death certificate issued with your name on it means you didn't make it.

The move ends one chapter of a weeks-long struggle between the hospital, which sought to remove Jahi from a ventilator after doctors and a judge concluded she was brain-dead, and her relatives, who fought in court to keep her on the ventilator and contended she showed signs of life.

"As a family, we are definitely relieved that she's no longer at Children's Hospital, but we're all emotionally drained," Omari Sealey, the girl's uncle, told CNN's Piers Morgan Live on Monday night. "This has been an incredible roller-coaster ride of emotions. He said so long as his niece's heart is beating, Jahi is alive. "She's moving a lot more. She responds to audio and touch, and more compelling evidence is the fact that she can move her head and neck," Sealey said.

Jahi -- who was declared brain-dead December 12 after post-surgery complications that her family says included severe bleeding and cardiac arrest -- was moved from the hospital Sunday accompanied by a critical-care team. She was attached to a ventilator, but with no feeding tube in place.

Ok...so let me start by saying that I sympathize with the family and I can't imagine the heartbreak of losing a child. With that being said, here is why brain dead means dead. 

A person who is brain dead may appear alive -- there may be a heartbeat, they may look like they're breathing, their skin may still be warm to the touch.But doctors say there is no life when brain activity ceases. If the brain dies, the body dies. When people discuss "coma" and braindead", they use the terms interchangeably. "Coma" is the broader term used to describe a prolonged state of unconsciousness, according to the Mayo Clinic. Outwardly, it resembles sleep. Doctors may sometimes purposefully put a patient into a coma to give the brain time to heal. Comas rarely last longer than a couple of weeks, according to the clinic; patients can fully regain consciousness or may transition from a coma into a persistent vegetative state. (Terry Schiavo)

Someone in a persistent vegetative state has lost most higher cognitive function, but his or her brain shows some activity. The patient may open their eyes or exhibit small movements, but cannot speak or respond to commands.  Some patients can recover from this state. These are the Miracle's that people are posting as being awakened from "brain death" by the power of prayer, but in actuality it's more like a coma, not actual brain death. 

Both these situations are different from brain death: According to the Uniform Determination of Death Act, an individual is dead when he or she "has sustained either (1) irreversible cessation of circulatory and respiratory functions, or (2) irreversible cessation of all functions of the entire brain, including the brain stem." 

"Brain death" means both the upper and lower part of the brain are not functioning. That command center of the body that regulates the central nervous system is unable to perform. However, some function, such as a heartbeat, may linger.

But without brain function, the body eventually shuts down, unless there is medical intervention. Someone on a ventilator may appear to be breathing, but cannot breathe on their own. Wait...she is on a ventilator, right? What does that mean? She can't breathe on her own, her brain can't regulate the central nervous system, ergo...she's dead. 

Jahi's mother, Nailah Winkfield, has said, "I would probably need for my child's heart to stop to show me that she was dead. Her heart is still beating, so there's still life there." That's because she is hooked up to a machine that is doing the breathing and pumping her heart for her. If she were to be unplugged from all those machines that were doing the things her brain should be doing if it were truly functioning, she would have to face the reality that her baby is gone. That is something she simply is not prepared to do. There is no reason to keep this child on prolonged life support unless they are trying to save her organs for donation or give the family a chance to say goodbye. They have had more than enough time for both outcomes. 

Let's be clear, no one that has met the criteria for brain death has survived, no one and a decomposing body is not eligible for medical treatment. Taking a dead body to a long term facility to heal it, is ethically and morally wrong. I blame this woman's attorney and the religious community for giving her false hope in thinking that Jahi will ever open her eyes, smile at her mother, ride her bike, play her video games, go on a diet, have a first kiss, have a first crush, go to the prom, and enjoy all the joys and heartbreaks that make up this crazy path of life. The death certificate has been issued, it's a done deal, and the person that needs to heal is the mother, because little Jahi can't be fixed. 



The family will eventually regret this, along with the faciltiy and religious nutjobs that encouraged this Insane course of action. Gradually her muscles will atrophy, turn to mush, and she will break down more and more to where they will have no choice but to face the obvious, while having to question, did we just torture her for months, since the claim was that she was alive and the only clear proof of not hearing a beating heart will do, without unhooking the machines to get that aforementioned proof . That's something everyone that sanctioned this tragic tale will have to live with. Please pull the plug and stop putting yourselves through this pain needlessly by praying for a Miracle that will never happen. 

The point is, the outcome is the same, Jahi McMath is dead. 

Pat Robertson Proves to be the Best Gift to Atheists

Pat Robertson has just returned with his latest bat shit fantasy from la la land...

During a recent discussion on his show 700 Club, which is coincidentally the collective IQ's of his target demographic, he suggested that infected individuals in cities like San Francisco purposefully infect others by cutting them with special rings. The nonsense started when the fembot cohost read a letter about a disclosure of aids status. He drones on about how he isn't sure, but “used to think it was transmitted by saliva and other things, now they say it may be sexual contact.” So, he advised the woman not have sex with the man. If you don't know by now how the aids is spread, then I would just shut up.

“There are laws now... I think the homosexual community has put these draconian laws on the books that prohibit people from discussing this particular affliction," he continued. "You can tell somebody you had a heart attack, you can tell them they’ve got high blood pressure, but you can’t tell anybody you’ve got AIDS." He found out the secret gay agenda on paragraph 5, page 431, sentence 3. The encryption of the last agenda was supposed to be unbreakable, but Pat broke out the tin foil hat and quija boards and foiled the gay takeover.

So...tell me how many openly gay judges have sat on the Supreme Court? How many openly gay Congressman, Senators, or Presidents have we had? Every election cycle they play the Christian litmus test, so exactly how can these "homosexuals" write laws? Designing the fall collection for Chanel or Alexander McQueen isn't quite the same thing as affecting economic and public policy.

Here is where the fabric of reality slips...“You know what they do in San Francisco? Some in the gay community there, they want to get people. So if they got the stuff they’ll have a ring, you shake hands and the ring’s got a little thing where you cut your finger,” he said. “Really. It’s that kind of vicious stuff, which would be the equivalent of murder.” I thought the rings turned people into a gay...

A career based on fear and ignorance has clearly taken a lot out of Robertson (and many of his other broadcast evangelists.) It's hard to believe that after all these years, he still doesn't know ANYTHING about the HIV virus, gay people, or reality. He's finally snapped and started believing his own trash talk. Unfortunately, this evil old bigot knows exactly what he is doing, making millions from gullible, less than bright people. In all seriousness, there are great medications for dementia and Obamacare will pay for it, if he is too proud. Or should the family wait till he starts drooling or becomes incotintent on air? Not just intellectually incontinent, but physically. 

Excuse me Pat, but Jesus wants to see you in his office and give you a science and history lesson. AIDS isn't a gay disease and hasn't been classified as such since the early 90's. Secondly, there are no gays in positions of power to control the government to put draconian laws into place to keep AIDS a secret. On the contrary, the LGBT community goes out of its way to educate all people, gay and straight. How would you know? There isn't a gay sock puppet theater to help drive the point home to you or people with lower intellectual deficiencies. 

Pitter Pat destroys the credibilty of christianity one moronic statement at a time. Join us in the real world, old lizzard.

KKK Recruits in Cleveland City Streets...Who Says Racism is Dead?

So much for post racial America...



The KKK is recruiting degenerate rednecks that dilute the gene pool, that still want to rewrite the outcome of the Civil War, but instead of going to the backwoods where their brand of racism is acceptable, they are in a major city. Flyer's have been distributed with a cone headed ghost with rough black handwriting.



"Join the KKK Christian Knights," the paper states.

Underneath the drawing is contact information -- a Kings Mountain post office box, GMail address and hot line. This week, multiple county residents found the fliers, tucked in plastic bags and weighed down with a small stone, in their driveways. That just screams pride from the 600 small minded and probably morbidly obese membership...The Kluckers have shown their perpetual insecurity of their own economic positions which breeds hate.  How do I know that they are a Podunk country cousin screwers? How many Fortune 500 CEO's boast the Klan as an affiliation. The goal is to hang with people that are career minded and can help take you to the next level, not complain about a war that was lost over 100 years ago. 

These Klan members have an unusual and hypocritical view of Christianity, where only white, protestant males are the chosen and the rest of us lost in the racial lottery. Don't the Pastors say that Jesus died for us, he died for all of us and our sins, regardless of race, age, sex, sexual orientation or socio economic status? How are you Christian exactly? This is the Universal Studios tour of Christianity. I thought that we were taught in school that we all came from the same descendants, and as Americans are all mixed up and there is no such thing as racial purity. Jesus was "King of the Jews", a group that the Klan hates a little more than Blacks. Did I miss something in the Bible that they use to justify their actions.

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 It is comical that when you go to the website, at least they are digital, that non whites can support the Klan. So much for their vision of racial purity. How can one have such cognitive dissonance over membership with this group? Is the hypocritical and cynical nature of this group not plain to anyone awake and alive in the 21st Century? This is why people view Christianity as a joke, not abortion or the elimination of prayer in school. How many more acts of violence, intolerance and ignorance will be done in the Lords name? If this is such a prestigious Christian org, why wear robes and masks? Are they fearful that someone will do to them what they have done to Blacks or long to do to Blacks? 

The real facts about the KKK is, that not only are they one of the biggest HATE groups in the world, they are also the biggest CRIMINAL group in history. They kill, rape, make/ship and sell drugs while trafficking guns into this country. They also have the most judges, lawyers and police officers as members in their FEAR GROUP, yes that is what their group is all about. They hate, kill and try to destroy any and everything that they fear or can't control, and what these cowards FEAR and HATE the most is THE ADVANCEMENT OF COLORED PEOPLE...ANYONE WITH COLOR. So they are coming around spreading their brand of stupidity from town to town to try and spread the disease of HATE and FEAR and cause these folks who are undercover HATERS to get things started and then they will leave, but not before they try to destroy the and peace of progress we have obtained in the country. 

This groups relevance has waned and because are still butt hurt that Obama holds the most powerful office in America, they want to exploit peoples fear. They said there has been a surge of interest in the KKK since President Obama’s first term.

“Since Obama’s first term our numbers have doubled and now that we’re headed to a second term it’s going to triple, this is going to be the biggest resurgence of the Klan since 1915,” said one of the Klansman interviewed.  He went on to say, “We’re not trying to target anybody or scare anybody with hate, we’re just using our freedom of speech to drop fliers,” said one of the Klansmen interviewed. “Everyone thinks that we’re a hate group, we’re not a hate group, we don’t hate anyone, and we want to see good things come to our race." It would be great if that were the truth, but that's a terrible fabrication perpetuated by those who can't let go of the past. 

The Klansmen said that they’re white separatist, non-violent Christians whose mission is protect the rights of white people lawfully, the same way the National Association for the Advancement of Colored People does for African-Americans. I beg to differ...how many people have the NAACP or Rainbow Push lynched? How many crosses have they burned? One group is a hate group, the other a political think tank that likes to protest the opening of a black envelope. They once stood for people that had no voice in society that was without proper representation. The reason that NAACP is tolerated and the Klan is not, maybe because they help non whites as well. in fact, there are people all over the world volunteering for this project. Every human being has a common DNA strand that goes back to East Africa ( Ethiopia) Scientist call the first African man and woman "scientific Adam and Eve". I just call them Adam & Evein fact, there are people all over the world volunteering for this project. Every human being has a common DNA strand that goes back to East Africa ( Ethiopia) Scientist call the first African man and woman "scientific Adam and Eve". I just call them Adam & Evein fact, there are people all over the world volunteering for this project. Every human being has a common DNA strand that goes back to East Africa ( Ethiopia) Scientist call the first African man and woman "scientific Adam and Eve". I just call them Adam & Evein fact, there are people all over the world volunteering for this project. Every human being has a common DNA strand that goes back to East Africa ( Ethiopia) Scientist call the first African man and woman "scientific Adam and Eve". I just call them Adam & Evein fact, there are people all over the world volunteering for this project. Every human being has a common DNA strand that goes back to East Africa ( Ethiopia) Scientist call the first African man and woman "scientific Adam and Eve". I just call them Adam & Eve

This group will crop up due to the rise of the TEA Party, fear over Obama and the shrinking of their personal net worth due to policies set forth by Bush and the other fools that hold both chambers of our useless legislative branch. 

Hate to break it to you guys, but we all have a common African ancestor and scientists called the first man and woman, "Adam and Eve." Have all the white pride you want, but don't hide in robes and dunce cone hat. Let the world know who you are and suffer the consequences. It's not illegal to be racist, but acting on our base personalities, anything they do will be considered a hate crime. 

It's no longer 1920 folks, the "lower races", won't allow a strong resurgence of the Klan. Pride is different than racism. What they need is to protect the English language and use it properly. Sexual orientation, race, gender and religious affiliation are meaningless.

The Royal Baby is Here..and the World Shrugs With Indifference

Its finally here, the newest member of the British welfare system has arrived to annoy the peasantry and will one day attempt to prove to the world that he is just like us, but not really...

After the annoying "royal wedding" that every media outlet felt the need to pimp out by uninspiring nonstop coverage,  we have another virgin birth. No? Well surely she is the first woman on earth to have a baby. No again?! Then she's American or some type of alien pod person. She is a chick that got married and had a baby...how thrilling...call Guiness. How is she different than any other chick that got married and had a baby?

Here is how interested I am in this news about monarchs that we revolted against in 1776, I would rather catch a Teen Mom marathon while switching to Showgirls (with the digitally added bra tops), while talking to the dumbest person I know about religion.  Researching how my endodonist performed my root canal is more entertaining than a prince born to a family that suffers from generations of inbreeding that will one day become a symbolic king with no official purpose other than of self imposed charity work. It would serve my time better to find depth and meaning in a Tyler Perry film or a Beyonce'/ Rihanna/ Nicki Minaj/ 2 Chainz/ Lil Wayne song. Of course the boy is 3rd in line to the crown and if Elizabeth II's life expectancy is any indication of longevity, the kid will be king at 70.

Its not all bad, a baby is a blessed albeit predictable occasion. How do I know, I get an annoying reminder every 28 days, sometimes sooner if a major holiday pops up.  Considering we females are anatomically designed for childbirth and its no magical phenomena, unless you are a space alien and have different sexual organs and can only reproduce by inseminating protein husks. Its also magic if you are a transplant from the dark ages and believe everything is a sign of the devils influence.

So I guess we must sit down and be held hostage to the endless Will and Kate + 1 or Tales of a Prince idiotic specials all weekend and have our eyeballs assaulted at check out lines across the nation. Sorry Kimmy and Beyowulf, a real Prince trumps the fake royalty you try so desperately to convince us of. A Prince sort of makes little seaweed and the reject villain from a comic book seem extra silly. As if naming your child a direction and a color isn't ridiculous enough as is.

If there was an opportunity to revolt against the bombardment of hearing about a typical function of female human anatomy, I would sign up in a Boston tea party minute. Actually, female anatomy, dogs, cats, monkeys, elephants, lions, tigers, etc...have a reproductive system, you learn this in any high school biology class. This is hardly the resurrection.

Good job William and Kate for doing nothing new, interesting or exciting. You make me proud to be an American.

Wednesday Shorts...Kimye, Paula Deen and Yeezus

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My Invisible Trigeminal Neuraligia

Whenever I tell people that I have Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN), I always get curious looks or straight up confusion because no one has heard of the disorder. If you have been in contact with someone that has had the disorder, you can empathize, but you can never fully understand the level of pain that we are doomed to suffer.This disorder is characterized by episodes of intense facial pain that last from a few seconds to several minutes or hours. The episodes of intense pain may occur paroxysmally. To describe the pain sensation, patients may describe a trigger area on the face so sensitive that touching or even air currents can trigger an episode; however, in many patients the pain is generated spontaneously without any apparent stimulation. It affects lifestyle as it can be triggered by common activities such as eating, talking, shaving and brushing teeth. Wind, high pitched sounds, loud noises such as concerts or crowds, chewing, and talking can aggravate the condition in many patients. The attacks are said by those affected to feel like stabbing electric shocks, burning, pressing, crushing, exploding or shooting pain that becomes intractable.

Individual attacks usually affect one side of the face at a time, lasting frvom several seconds to a few minutes and repeat up to hundreds of times throughout the day. The pain also tends to occur in cycles with remissions lasting months or even years. Pain attacks are known to worsen in frequency or severity over time, in some patients. Many patients develop the pain in one branch, then over years the pain will travel through the other nerve branches.

It may slowly spread to involve more extensive portions of the trigeminal nerve. The spread may even affect all divisions of the nerve, and sometimes simultaneously. Cases with bilateral involvement have not indicated simultaneous activity. The following suggest a systemic development: rapid spreading, bilateral involvement, or simultaneous participation with other major nerve trunks. Examples of systemic involvement include multiple sclerosis or expanding cranial tumor. Examples of simultaneous involvement include tic convulsive (of the fifth and seventh cranial nerves) and occurrence of symptoms in the fifth and ninth cranial nerve areas.

Due to the length of some attacks, it has been nicknamed the suicide disease, fun right? There are theories about causes such as compression from a tumor, MS, or in my case No apparent cause. When did this pain disorder start, how did I know when it presented the first time?

When my Hell Began



I was diagnosed back in the end of 2009 during a tumultuous period with my previous employer and the Machiavellian attempts to make me quit rather than fire me. I naively believed that everything with my job was OK and that because so much had happened that there was some loyalty among thieves, so to speak. I was sorely mistaken. My job title was Probation Officer at Judicial Correction Services (that probation company that has been in trouble recently for putting people in jail just for not paying their fines). Upper management had it out for me since day one and my supervisor, we'll just use his initials, KH used his position to manipulate and pretend that he had my best interests at heart. He pretended that opportunity for advancement presented itself and all I had to do was apply. You see, I was skipped over for whatever reason and other unqualified people were made managers ahead of me. The office manager at the Hueytown office, who did nothing and the sheer mediocrity of his job performance is amazing, either got fired or promoted, then fired, no one knows the official story, but I was made to believe that I could run the Hueytown office. The reason that I wanted to go to Hueytown, the sole reason was that KH and his personal drama with his numerous affairs wouldn't be at that office. It was relegated to Birmingham and Homewood, but at Hueytown, he and his idiot wife wouldn't show up there and that's the only reason why I wanted to go. Unbeknownst to me, the magistrate at the court didn't like females or I should say, preferred men and as usual I was the victim of  one of JCS' famous ambush meetings. But, KH knew the magistrate preferred men, because one of the PO's that transferred to our office came from Hueytown...interesting isn't it? But he sent me there anyway and chastised me for asking the clerk too many questions.  Also, at JCS, if you have breasts and a vagina, you can't run an office, you can only have the title of "Lead PO" unless you are part of the main clique. If you refuse to play the game and drink the Kool Aide, they will find a way to mentally break you down and make you think that there is something wrong with you, not what you really see and if you are a capable, competent employee who hates double standards or who likes things to make sense, then you get a target marked on your back.

 Apparently, I accused a co-worker of being a racist, even though my statement had nothing to do with him or racism. This Klu Kluck that works there mentioned that a male got mad at him for no reason, I asked was he a young black male because he was an older white male and a investigation ensued, culminating with a public shaming office meeting. How was I accusing him of being racist? Just like a male would challenge me for being a female in authority,  a young black male would challenge an older white male. That's only common sense. I wonder is English his first language...But, you know what...the guilty speaks...In JCS world, especially in my case, the nebulous "they" always told the truth and conversations were one sided and I seemed to always talk to myself. Every time I was "told on", I always spoke to myself, the other person was just there and never mentioned his part in the conversation. For 5 years this is just a taste of what I experienced...

As a result of my so called racist statement, I had to be transferred to the Anniston, Attalla office like some sort of penance for being bad. Really?! I couldn't go back to my old office because someone else had transitioned to my old position. The Attalla commute was a 95 mile commute one way and nothing about their court procedures made sense. Why did I have to suffer? I never acted out at work, my men never came and embarrassed me on the job, harassed the staff or created an uneasy work atmosphere. That behavior gets you Regional Manager, doing your job gets you a scarlet letter.

I never officially interacted with the magistrates because I didn't feel 100% comfortable in those courts and I thought they would be more comfortable with the staff members they knew. Plus they whined that I was too professional...who complains about stuff like that? While the irritation of the entire situation swirled through my mind and I tried to convince myself that this wasn't some elaborate ruse from KH to get me to resign, one day on the freeway heading to the most boring town that is Attalla, a sharp pain on the left side of my jaw hit me. I thought I would crash my car on the side of the road. It stopped, then it started again, the pain was so intense, it was like an electric shock went through my face. I knew it wasn't a cavity, because cavity pain is a constant pain, not something sporadic. Tears came from eyes as I held my left side of my face and just prayed that I could make it to my destination without killing myself.

I finally got to the office and immediately did an Internet search and TN came up, and the symptoms matched perfectly but read the diagnosis could only be confirmed by a neurologist. My heart sank as I read the symptoms, the treatment and learned that pretty much nothing makes the pain go away. Well I hadn't seen my neuro since my last nerve block about 2 years ago and I knew an appointment would take some time. I bought tubes and tubes of orajel but the pain was unbearable. Every time those electrocution pains struck, I prayed to die.

Back to Birmingham

KH gave me a call one day and advised me that I needed to meet with him, the regional manager that looks like Minnie Mouse of  the God forsaken place I was, and the office manager, DF, who is probably one of the dumbest people that I ever met, that never came to the office, at the Kirkland Clinic. Oh...another ambush meeting...and it was the dumbest one yet. Apparently, I pissed off magistrates that I have never talked to, insulted the entire town by saying that "I'm going back to civilization" (that's a stretch even after the racist thing), and that I went on a profanity laced tirade in front of kids because the paper jammed in a printer. Because jamming paper is a new phenomena and it threw me for a loop. I  still laugh at that one, everyone knows that's not my character, even one of the people that told the most lies on me laughed at that. Also,  I was rude to a defendant because I told him he was taking advantage of the PO's in that municipality. This so called rudeness was because the guy was on probation on a court from the Homewood office and he was reporting and paying there, and he was allowed to report and pay at Homewood for the Attalla case and he wasn't doing either. So I advised him that what he was doing was outrageous and he knew better. So then, this Minnie Mouse looking witch, lets call her JSG, sits there all high and mighty telling me that I'm disrespectful and I'm trying to get her court money. But she sat there cheering me on in the other room when that event occurred, did she have a lapse in memory, or was she just stupid, but in the ambush meeting, the very event she applauded was used against me. Again, no one knows who "observed" these events, there was no way to confront my accusers or even know their identities. But, "they" always told the truth in JCS world. Satan, Dracula, and a witty leprechaun could give an account of something I said or did and they would foam at the mouth to write me up, no questions asked. As a result, I was transferred back to the Homewood office, but not to the court where I did the best in and where I thrived in, nope. That would be fair and in my best interests. I got sent to Homewood Court, where there was a male magistrate who has OCD and was just a bitch in general who need a butt load of psychiatric treatment, along with one who was operating on any given psychiatric medication on any given day and was high as a kite and dumb as a brick.

This is the time I began treatment for my TN and the meds began affecting my memory, big time and it made me very depressed. I couldn't remember basic things like where I put something a few minutes prior, much less anything complex. There was no way that I could handle doing Revocation hearings, so I allowed the actual lead PO, the one with no case load, works part time, but gets paid more than full time PO's with 400 person case loads, or handles the day to day operations of managing a caseload assigned to someone else,  and experienced no consequences when something goes wrong, to handle revocations and pull petitions, we'll use the initials, EC. That was a mistake and somehow a warrant gets filed quicker than any other warrant in the history of warrants and a 5 year quest to throw me out the door has been realized. KH concocted a plan, quite transparently, to ensure that his wife and I not be in the same building. How stupid, we couldnt work in the same building. The office was moving to a building down the road where her job was located, and we couldn't even work in the same building. I hear there was jubilation in the kingdom of lies. Had I been assigned back to original court that I worked, I would've worked in an office on the other side of town and I wouldn't have been anywhere near KH's idiotic wife, but the problem was, I did too well at that court, and I wasnt supposed to. My performance invalidated all the b.s. that KH told me, therefore I couldn't go back there



I do believe JCS was my TN trigger, every twinge of pain is my continual parting gift from my five year nonsensical hell ride of romper room phuckery. Imagine being lied on, professionally trashed behind my back while being praised in front of my face, harassed, intellectual property stolen, manipulation, denied raises and promotions while people who can't even spell get promoted, add to the mix a psychotic female who had the need to establish her territory by constantly calling to curse out, slash tires, follow people, or just show her ignorance in general to establish the strength of a relationship with a cheating husband that will sleep with anything with a warm hole, inconsistent rules, lies, continually being set up for failure and constantly being told "your crazy, your arrogant, your mean, your bitchy, your paranoid, your a racist, or my favorite "I heard that you said...". I can go on and on...all of it...Monday-Friday for 5 years.

What are my options now? Anti-seizure meds, narcotics, muscle relaxants and finally when the pills stop being effective, surgery. Oh yeah...the side effects of the anti seizure meds are liver damage and osteoporosis, so it's just fun all the way around.

All sufferers have one thing in common, we are strong, sane people that want to get well from this debilitating disease. We are also dismissed by doctors that are unfamiliar with this disorder and made to feel neurotic and crazy. We suffer in silence and bravely fight through the pain. The world would be a greater place if everyone could experience this pain for just one day and then they could fully understand and empathize with sufferers with chronic facial pain.  

Hopefully, this will educate some about why Neuralgia sufferes behave in the manner we do. We so desperately want those around us to understand why we cannot talk, brush our teeth, or experience the slightest breeze without being "electrocuted."